starting anew

I enjoy blogging but I don't want to blog here anymore. i had started a new blog in January but it was so negative and I just could never write anything positive in it. So I have deleted that blog. My life has gone through so many changes.

I blogged a lot in this blog and for a few years. I enjoyed sharing my life experiences with raising my twins and all the challenges i faced in those first few years. Now I have a new chapter to live and I will enjoy blogging about those to come too. I cannot and will not ever delete this blog. It it a part of my life and I want my kids to get to read it someday and see what life was like back then. Just incase some of them won't remember it. Some were to little to remember. I loved this blog and i love going back and reading how things were back then. Not that I wish they were any different than they are now. It was when my babies were babies and I loved those days too. They are a part of me and i'm glad i blogged about them so I can re-live them whenever I want to. It's different from looking at pictures and trying to remember what happened that day. There are a few years that are missing and those were the years I had found myspace and was blogging there. It took a lot of soul serching but in the end I deleted the myspace accnt. I still have enough on this blog that I was okay with deleting it. It's not like i deleted time or memories, just needed to clean up the internet attic and i'm okay with that. I hope you will follow me to my new blog and let me share my life there with you as I did here.

a close...

a close to a year and a fresh start to a new one. I deleted the original post that was here. it was not good and I am not starting my new year off with this.