starting anew

I enjoy blogging but I don't want to blog here anymore. i had started a new blog in January but it was so negative and I just could never write anything positive in it. So I have deleted that blog. My life has gone through so many changes.

I blogged a lot in this blog and for a few years. I enjoyed sharing my life experiences with raising my twins and all the challenges i faced in those first few years. Now I have a new chapter to live and I will enjoy blogging about those to come too. I cannot and will not ever delete this blog. It it a part of my life and I want my kids to get to read it someday and see what life was like back then. Just incase some of them won't remember it. Some were to little to remember. I loved this blog and i love going back and reading how things were back then. Not that I wish they were any different than they are now. It was when my babies were babies and I loved those days too. They are a part of me and i'm glad i blogged about them so I can re-live them whenever I want to. It's different from looking at pictures and trying to remember what happened that day. There are a few years that are missing and those were the years I had found myspace and was blogging there. It took a lot of soul serching but in the end I deleted the myspace accnt. I still have enough on this blog that I was okay with deleting it. It's not like i deleted time or memories, just needed to clean up the internet attic and i'm okay with that. I hope you will follow me to my new blog and let me share my life there with you as I did here.

a close...

a close to a year and a fresh start to a new one. I deleted the original post that was here. it was not good and I am not starting my new year off with this.

Hi all...

ok, so I haven't been able to log into here for a while. At first I just didn't want to. Then one day it just wouldn't let me. maybe it was for the best. I would have probably only said something that I would have regretted. I have deleted my myspace account. I was sad to delete it because I blogged on it for almost a year and now those blogs are gone. I could have printed them out and saved them but I just wanted to delete the whole thing. Christmas sucks this year. I guess I'm going to start a new blog for the new chapter of my life.

nothing more to say

i have nothing more to say and i think i am going to delete my blog. i am probably going to delete my myspace acct. too. not been a good day and i have nothing more to share.

under construction

out of commission for a while.

Fourth of July

4th of July 2009

okay so here finally are the pics from the 4th. Click on the Murray pic and it will take you to my picasa album. You don't need to sign up for anything. The last few posts that had only one pic is a link to the picasa album for those pics. Under the pic is the title of the album. It's helping me keep space on my blog here.
The kids had a great time on the fourth. We drove out to Daddy's firework stand he was working in Eureka to get fireworks to go home and set off. Uncle Billy stayed home to help me. Thank goodness he did too because it was not easy to do by myself. I let them do poppers and those little plastic bottle that pop open throw streamer and make a loud pop. Then when we started sparklers, it was getting to be to much to keep everyone from getting to close to each other and the other problem we had was that they now make sparklers on wooden sticks instead of the metal so as the stick was burning, the ends were falling off and I didn't want the pieces to blow onto the kids or fall onto their legs so it was a little nerve racking. I was glad when it was all over and no one got hurt but Uncle billy and that is because he was doing unsafe things like kicking hot tanks off of the stone so he could put a new one down without any shoes on. SMART. After he burnt a few toes, he went in and put on shoes. :) The humidity was so yucky plus I was constantly chasing the kids back into the driveway. A good time was had by all though. Daddy's not working on the 4th next year.

random pics of the kids

I had to delete this original post and re-post it. I wanted to add the link from picasa and it messed up the whole foramt of my blog. Now that I have everything back into the right place I wanted to re-post it.

random pics of the kids